Assalamualaikum, hello!

Daripada banyak-banyak artis, aku paling suka band My Chemical Romance, even diorang dah split.. *sigh*

Kena mengena tajuk dengan MCR is, lagu MCR yang bertajuk "Cancer". Well, lagu tu pendek je. 3 minit cenggitu. Tapi ada something about this song that reminds me of someone.

Which is my aunt--

Yang dikenali sebagai Bokdeh(dalam bahasa jawa yang bermaksud makcik).

This song buat aku terfikir macam mana perasaan penghidap kanser. Yup, Bokde meninggal sebab breast cancer. So tragic.

For many years, dia telan ubat yang beribu-ribu, ambil banyak inisiatif; rawatan moden and tradisional, supplements, chemo tak payah cakap lah. Berapa banyak sesi entah. Kena lawan sakit--

MENTAL DAN FIZIKAL

Cuba bayangkan, kau bangun dari tidur, dan terpaksa terima hakikat yang kau takde peluang nak hidup. Bangun-bangun, dengar patient yang duduk sebelah kau dah meninggal, sakit yang sama. Hidup tanpa harapan. Sakitnya hebat.

My bokdeh is different. She never showed her sorrow infront of us. Well sometimes, i heard she cried on the phone, asking for us to visit her. Yes, she is a loner too. There's no husband besides her. Anak dia kerja. Dia cuma harapkan love from her sibling and her niece and nephew. Tapi dia ada ramai kawan, sebab dia peramah.

Belum cukup setahun lagi..

I have another aunt that had cancer disease, already passed away as well.

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CANCER-MCR

Enjoy!