Trust me, I do not.

I haven't ready at all dude. Im freaking out right now. There's too many things that i worry. Toooo manyy, dude!

#1 SPM
yes, aku ialah calon SPM 2015. Aku ni... jenis yang tak kisah langsung pasal grades. SERIOUS. Call me berlagak or anything. Hahaha cemane nak berlagak kalau tak pernah dapat good grades pun? Anyway, this SPM is totally different. Aku memang KENA kesah. Sebab people don't care kalau aku kesah ke tak. They just wanna see what they want. Imagine, if i keep on ignoring things like this, macam mana aku nak sambung belajar? Aku taknak lah membazir duit mak bapak aku semata2 nak sekolahkan aku kat uni swasta sebab aku tak layak dapat masuk u pun, apetah lagi nak dapat biasiswa? Jauh! Walaupun aku tak bercita2 pun nak bekerja secara serious, tapi aku nak lah sambung study. Taknak lah belajar sampai SPM je. SO, nak tak nak memang kena fokus this year. Oh my God, i kenod imejin maiselp stadi so hard. hm i wonder how am i when i focus on my study..........

#2 SCHOOL
Haha kenapa aku risau sangat pasal sekolah? Sebab this is the new school. You cannot predict anything. And this is the first time aku duduk dalam sekolah tu for one whole year. Ill experience cross country, sports day, and get up super early. deymmmmmm! Haha nampak tak betapa tak produktifnya aku. Aku definitely boeh terima lagi ada kelas setiap hari, homework banyak etc. But if it is about sports, aku cem hmmm paham2 lah. Yang lagi aku risau ialah i gain weight already, yang jenis tak logik punya gain weight. Tambah sepoloh kilo apa puaka sangat lemak2 niiii adohhhhh~ And aku pun nebes untuk hadap first day of school. I experience this every year senanya. But in this new school, dia macam tak semena-mena nebes dia. ha gitteww kan~

Well, bila dah list gini, macam tak banyak la pulak. Haha biaselah, paranoidd...

Butttttt i am sure, this will worth the 'after SPM' phase HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCK YOU SPM! lol aku sangat menantikan fasa itu, like, so badly doh. Haha dah banyak yang aku rancang srsly. em ta zabarnyeww k bai nak berangan jap.

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