hi y'alls!

Appearently im doing my homeworks now, but sometimes i need an escape hahaha (fuck u homeworks)

It's now 31st of may 2015. My road to SPM is just around the corner now. I cant wait for that. but at the same time im scared, of course. Well, I cant wait because it's the end of everything. i hate everything about school. It's getting worst lately. no big deal, just have to hande some childish moron there. I just have to struggle inside out. I have to act like nothing bother me really.

Denial again.

I really miss maahad damn much. The acceptance is different. The bond is different. The jokes are all different. I hate to accept the fact that i still cant move on from that. Well, it's not that easy. It's not easy to be double faces all the time. It's not easy to spend your senior year without the one you love. It's not easy to just let go a place that taught you many things. It's not easy at all. None of them are easy.

I cant believe im crying.

whoa haha i dont expect this random post can touch me real bad. Yup, being with them is priceless that it's too hard for me to let it go. Im not there when they having a great time. man, it's tough! I cant find my soul in this new place. I tried, but i just cant. Plus, my mp3 had lost. Things getting worst since then. Haha music is just like my meds there. It's like an instant healer for me. And when my mp3 gone, i've lost my source of healer. How damn it can be? i dont dare to even think of it.

well i guess i have to get back to work. eventhough things suck lately, i wanna prove them all that i still can make it. At least?

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