let's talk about politics shall we?
hey!
well i hate politics. i always do. it's too dirty. i mean like, who likes dirty things right?
aku scroll timeline macam biasa. mata aku tertarik pada satu artikel yang di-retweet says "Azalina to students: Want to get involved in politics? Graduate first."
*sigh*
benda ni yang paling aku menyampah. this stereotypes. betullah orang cakap "teenager is the age where they're expected to be an adult but treated like a child". Bagi aku lah kan, what do we do yang make you very insecure to see us involved in politics? You asked us to graduate first, so maksudnya are we not capable to involve in politics? if that so, let us be. i dont think you have to be so worried since we are not that capable kan?
daripada apa yang aku perasan, why these "adults" are so stereotypical is because they are insecure. And it's pretty obvious too. They know our generation are no longer see future based on history. They know our generation are no longer follow older's opinion and thoughts. They know our generation think logic rather than being loyal. the fact that our generation live in reality make them feel threatened i have to say.
for me, if you're good enough, you dont have to condemn and complain about these little things. if youre good enough, you will focus on making this country more progressive and be better. am i not right?
please, dont bother me. Im just a student that still has a long way more to graduate.
Labels: crazy thoughts, nonsense nuts, short post~
Im not dead yet~
Heyy!
Remember when i said im gonna update once im back in malysia. Well im not hahaha!
Meh la sini aku cite sikit pasal aku gi umrah. Well, i have fun there. i feel so pure lewlzz. i mean like, rugi lah kalau kau pegi sana tapi buat perangai setan lagi haha baik dok malaysia je. It's a good experience laa. The weather, biasalah terik dia lain macam. Aku sampai demam ha kat mekah(sebab kat mekah lagi kering dan terik dari madinah). Lama wo aku demam. tapi takpelah. anggaplah benda tu cam kifarah dosa haa tudiaa #menusukdalam. Ohh and depa (orang arab sana) cakap mesia wehh. haha terkezutt mak. pastu they were all soo damn pretty and handsome. eyyy peghatii je tauuu. hahaha xD Pastu bila balik kan.. Guess what? AKU JUMPA HUJAN WOIIIIIIII!!! Pehh gila starstruck dohhhh. Kan dorang buat tour kat london tu kan. Sekali diorang balik sama hari daa. aku jumpa depa kat tempat amek beg. Mula2 perasan noh tau. tapi aku macam tak caye itu noh. Aku sampai tertoleh2 nak pastikan tu noh haha. pastu tetibe group member dia yang lain ada (ijat ngan am). Tu yang menguatkan lagi perasaan aku "ni kompom hujan". aku pun beriye la amek gambo. tapi dorang cam awkward hahaha tapi malangnya ag takdeeeeeee eiiiyaii. Dia pi sambung berjalan kat london. aku tengok ig dia, dia gi konsert coldplay. hmmmmmm......
So adakah aku berubah menjadi baik lepas balik umrah?
no.
lol em cane nak cakap ek. entahlah aku tengok perangai aku samaa jek. tapi i cant ignore the fact yang aku rindu nak pergi sana lagi. it was a great experience laa. Sejahat-jahat mana pun kau, bila kau dah sampai tanah suci dengan ikhlas kau akan rasa lemah. Takde yang lagi berkuasa dari Allah. gitteww haha. Janganlah kau nak kata baby AA tu pergi umrah banyak kali pun perangai macam tu. Entahlah.. Bila aku dah sampai sana, aku paham. Kau jangan samakan interaction dia ngan tuhan dengan interaction dia dengan orang biasa. Walaupun kalau kau dah soleh/ah kau akan automatically pandai jaga hubungan dengan manusia (hablum minan nas). Kau jangan samakan weh. Bagi aku tu kejam. Macam orang2 macam ni tak boleh diterima langsung. Siapa tahu dalam diam, ibadat dia lagi hebat dari orang biasa2 ni.
Kita semua ni tahu yang no one's perfect. But yet we still judge. Because for me, manusia dan judgemental tak boleh terpisah. Macam satu fitrah. Even kita tak suarakan pun at least dalam hati mesti ada terdetik punya. Bagi aku lahh.. But God knows better. Kita ni pakkanlah Allah jaga aib. Kalau tak... tak tauu lerr teman nak kabo cemana.
Haaaa kauu kan dah terbebel.. xD
So sekarang ni aku tengah sambung study. and aku akan cerita pasal ni kat next entry. stay tuneddd~~
Labels: crazy thoughts, nonsense nuts, Terobek Version
cerita hari ini.
#1
pagi tadi lepas subuh, aku pun baring bermalas-malasan atas katil. tiba2 aku tertidur..
and aku mimpi....
AKU MIMPI AGCOCO WOIIII!!!
aku mimpi yang aku pi umah dia. kenal family dia omagadd dalam mimpi pun aku starstruck tapi kaver baik punya xD
sooooo ridiculous yet soooooooooooo goooooooddd!
ps: hujan semua tengah pi buat tour kat london. depa dapat gibson sorang sebijik. gilaaaaa~~
#2
aku pi test kete harini. aku start dengan test jalan. aku boleh pulak lupa nak tengok blind spot ape jadah tu sebelum gerak. dah gerak baru ingat siaa. pastu kena tegur gak ah masa nak tuko lorong. biasanya tak banyak kete. ntah kenapa ntah tetiba semua nak konvoi kat lorong tengah tu. aku dah cuak dah. nasib tak langgo sape2.
pastu aku pegi buat rutin2 bagai tu. sumpah aku kata memang aku tak pernah cuba nak ingat langsung pun. mengharap idea mencurah2 je nanti. turned out, dia macam cek gitu2 je. penat je aku gabra tak tentu pasal.
last sekali aku pi buat litar. haha ni awal2 mood aku dah spoil sebab aku dah okay dah naik bukit. elok, cantik ja. sekali terus turun. sangat tak memasal. supposedly aku kena hon and angkat tangan, but i didnt. aku dah dalam hati "jangan lah fail. ya Allah janganlah fail" haha tau pun nak ingat Tuhan T_T
so.. adakah aku lulus?
Alhamdulillah aku lulus. Serious aku rasa macam nak melompat kat situ weh. otw nak ke dewan menunggu tu aku dahh tersengih2 macam beruk. hahaha cuakk kodd. aku dengo semua nak fail test jpj. nasib baik lah aku lepas. peh time tu aku pikir, kalau tak lepas ni, memang tak tau ler tahun bila aku nak retest.
Terima kasih lah sesape yang doakan aku lulus jpj ni. especially mak and my entire family. maybe sebab doa hangpa aku dapat luluih flying colours baq ang (tak yah nak flying colours ah. lulus sebab nasib je ni)
ok dah lah tu. in sya Allah lepas balik nanti aku post lagi.
peace!
Labels: nonsense nuts, short post~, true short story
to whiten what's black
hey guys!
actually i just wanna make a short announcement.
well actually it is a big thing for me.
im going to umrah tomorrow.
so in this entry, i would like to appology to every single one of you and i really hope that you can forgive me. if you wanna settle things down with me, you can always dm or whatever method you want to clear things up.
im sorry i didnt say this earlier. i dont know. i still think that im dreaming.
and also, if i ever owe you something, please halal kan. or if you insist you can also dm me.
and most of all, i wish that you can pray for me--
that i can have a safe journey
and given hidayah for me to be a better person.
in sya Allah.
again, im truly deeply sorry for all mistakes that ive done to you.
and in sya Allah ill pray for you-- the best for your future.
till next time! (kalau hidup lagi)
Labels: short post~
fucking black
other people may like colours.
but i like black.
well, it,s not like i hate them. i just more prefer black colour than other colours.
and when i shop, i only find the black one.
nothing really attracts me but black.
sampai my mom said--"
you ni asyik pakai hitam je. pakai lah colour2 sikit. macam orang tua! "
yeah right. mana ada orang tua always wear black. duhh~
and aku ada jugak apa pakai warna lain-- grey and brown
entahlah. black is my happy colour.
i feel good when i wear black.
i feel llike black is a cool colour.
it doesnt attract people to look at it, but it still looks soo damn cool.
and i just like black.
so dont ask again.
ever.
peace!
Labels: crazy thoughts, nonsense nuts, short post~
lil humaira
tau tak sape sebelah aku sekarang ni?
lil humaira (anak buah aku)
so aku macam biasa lah melagho scroll timeline. budak ni pun sebuk lah nak mengacau.
"cik iqahhh... wat pe tuuuuu~~"
"tengah main twitter.. humaira dah besar jangan main twitter tau!"
"emm tauu"
dan tiba2--
prottttttttttttt~~~
panjang gila sia budak ni kentut xDD
kami berdua pun gelak terkekek kekek..
the end.
Labels: nonsense nuts, short post~, true short story
upu
so hari ni kita macam terover-eksaited nak buat entry 2 kali.
k takpe.
so aku perasan kat temlen semua orang cite pasal upu. and tak semua orang happy dengan keputusan yang depa dapat.
even aku.
aku pikir2 balik, how ungrateful. kita semua ni.
aku dapat uitm segamat and aku kata tak nak, tak best.
sedangkan ramai orang nak masuk u tak dapat.
aku nak pursue diploma, satu family aku kata rugi belajar lama2. course computer science pulak tu.
sedangkan ramai orang nak masuk u tak dapat.
dia dah dapat tawaran matrik, tapi berharap jugak nak masuk u.
sedangkan ada orang tak dapat pun tawaran matrik.
dia dah dapat tawaran form 6. tapi tak suka pergi sekolah, peraturan etc.
sedangkan ada orang yang tak mampu pun nak pergi mana2.
.
.
.
we all have reason why we become all choosy. but yet, He also has reasonss why He chooses that for you.
dan bila fikir balik pun, form 6 ke, matriks ke, diploma ke, asasi ke, a-level ke..
we end up learning.
gaining knowledge.
that's the point pun kan?
ok now fikir pasal kerja pulak. maybe kita risau sijil diploma tak laku, form 6 susah, etc.
no.
itu semua, i believe, hanya mindset orang kita je.
and i believe, kerja sentiasa ada.
and i believe, rezeki kat tangan Dia.
aku tau aku tak layak nak cerita pasal kerja sebab aku pun belum ada pengalaman..
but one thing--
have faith.
God knows what's he's doing.
Labels: awesomeness article~, crazy thoughts, short post~
cerita hari ni
heyyyyy
aku rasa hari ni macam banyak benda aku nak share tapi kalau nak share kat twitter nanti melimpah2 pulak temlen orang. so aku cerita je lah kat sini.
#1 result upu
aku dapat uitm segamat. diploma in science computer. tapi aku tolak. sebab aku dah nekad nak pegi utm. lagipun aku boring ah asyik dok johor je. apa salahnya mengembara sikekk lewlss
#2 phone rosak
siapa yang dah nampak phone aku sejak dua menjak ni, mesti akan mewujudkan perasaan empati dalam diri serta bermonolog
"sedihnya lahai budak ni. skrin separuhh jee" Dan semalam, phone aku dah 100% tak nampak skrin dia. dah diberi hijab kod. So sesiapa yang cuba nak contact aku tapi tak boleh, ini adalah disebabkan oleh phone aku yang dah rosak. that's the perks of buying phone yg tak ori.
#3 selamat hari guru
hari ni aku dapat hadiah hari guru. sebab ditakdirkan aku ni jadi cikgu tuisyen kepada 2 orang budak yg kepalanya tak betul. hahahaha dengan cikgu2 sekali ikut tak betul.
terima kasih anak2 muridku tsk tsk
dan selamat hari guru jugak diucapkan kepada semua orang (bukan pada guru sahaja). sebab tanpa kita sedar, kita ni pun seorang guru kepada hidup orang lain.
pehhh ayat~~
sekian sahaja berita hari ini.
Labels: nonsense nuts, short post~, Terobek Version, true short story
id been sabotaged.
so today i was fasting. and it was a hell of a test.
i wake up for subuh like usual, solat and continue sleeping (okay this is not a good example. dont do it)
and then i had a dream of myself couldn't finish the fasting. and it was damn good.
then, i woke up.
i kinda want to break my fast at that moment. because i thought it still early and not wasted at all.
but i continue fasting.
.
.
around noon, i go back to sleep (qailullah katanya). a long-long sleep with a long-long dream--
of chasing food..
wtf maynnn??
then i decided to not sleep again for that day.
but yet, there's this cooking channel. and you know how extravagant the cinematography is.
.
.
.
.
.
.
you see.. when the whole world against you, you still have to stand up for your faith and principle.
sebab dah syaaban. masa dah tak banyak nak ganti puasa...........
>.<'
Labels: crazy thoughts, nonsense nuts, short post~, true short story
one hell of a journey
hats off to you because you still read me haha!
i understand there are some silent readers here. well, one tips. JUST REMAIN SILENT PLEASE. i mean, im glad that you could waste your time reading this but i dont think it's necessary to bring this up infront of me.
mesti cam blur kan. k takpe. abaikan.
so recently, ive been so busy. Ceh takdelah busy mana actually. but busier than usual. because im about to continue my study and i havent got any license, and still working on scholars yada yada yada~
But that's not it. Recently i had joined some programme. my part is to be the facilitator for the participants. so yeah.
i travel across states on my own. i spend my own money. i face hardship. i lost my voice. i was tired.
but above all, i like it.
why? because i feel satisfied. and to be honest, even my parents think it's a crazy thing to do. yelah, bukan dekat. tambang bukan singgit dua. penat pulak tu. tapi takde claim duit atau apa2.
but yet i feel satisfied.
i fucked them all. i fucked what people said. i just dont understand why they would stop me. because im pretty sure what im doing is not a bad thing. plus, it's a good thing to do.
as a muslim.
i know im not a good person. even i feel that im so hypocrite to act and talk like them. like all those good people. sedangkan aku tau how evil i am inside.
but this is me. aku suka buat kerja2 ni. plus, aku dah plan dah. bila aku dah masuk u, aku nak lagi aktif dari sekarang. sebab dekat. lagi banyak benda aku boleh buat. lagi banyak experience yang aku boleh dapat.
because one thing about me, im thirst of experience and adventure is my meal. being independent is me. and i want to contribute something. to the society.
sebab aku ni budak jahat tau. pahala aku tak banyak nak dibandingkan dengan dosa aku yang menimbun noharom tu. so bagilah can aku nak buat baik sikit. hehe!
lain orang lain cara dia. ada orang boleh pergi usrah, majlis ilmu. ada orang berkawan dengan budak2 baik. tapi untuk aku, im more to this thing.
and dont worry. tak payah lah rasa aku ni dah berubah jadi baik ke apa. tak. aku masih tak betul macam dulu. masih meminati rock dan punk. masih berwatakan vampy. masih kasar. masih menyumpah.
apa? ingat orang baik je ke boleh buat benda2 baik? cett!
aku nak share la sepanjang dua kali aku pergi jadi faci ni (ek eleh baru dua kali ke? poyo kemain).
hahaha! takdelahh.. walaupun aku baru dua kali join, tapi banyak gila benda baru yang aku belajar. banyak gila experience baru.
minggu lepas is my first time. dengan tak tau apa2 pasal jadi faci, aku main redah je. dengan jam teruk nak sampai kl, ktm stuck, mak terlebih risau. haha mana tak risau, dah la malam, sorang2 pulak tu. pergi tempat yang aku tak pernah pergi. berurusan pun dengan orang yang aku tak pernah kenal. memang koyak gak ah. tapi sebab aku dah nekad kan. lagipun takkan nak patah balik. lagi lah bodoh kalau aku buat gitu. tapi yang paling fucked up sekali is rasa serba salah yang tahap hardcore gila babi kat orang lain yang tengah tunggu aku. sebabkan aku dorang lambat nak briefing and stuffs. dorang terpaksa proceed tanpa aku. sumpah aku rasa serba salah gila. lagi2 bila kena sindir dengan strangers. pehhhhh padu beb! another problem untuk this first kem is niat aku. above all ni paling susah sekali. asalnya niat aku dah okay dah. tapi ada lah beberapa sebab yang mencabar ketelusan niat aku ecewahhh~ haha
weekend baru ni pulak, aku join lagi. tapi dekat tempat lain dan strangers lain. haha! kali ni aku memang rancang baek punya. memang takkan lambat. kali ni prinsip aku, biar aku tunggu orang jangan orang tunggu aku. untuk kali ni, better dari first. niat aku tetap sama dan tak berubah. and aku dapat jumpa experience baru. aku berdamping sendiri dengan budak yang ada bad history. rokok dadah aku boleh bla lagi. tapi aku dapat jumpa budak yang pernah zina, pukul mak ayah, gay etc. tapi tu benda dah lepas. we have no rights to judge nor having bad perception to those kids. everyone deserves second chance. aku pun bukan baik mana. alaa konsep dia macam, kalau kau tak suka orang judge kau, kau tak payah judge orang. that's their life. their past and their future. kita takde kena mengena. who knows they end up being better than us yang ada normal timeline. plus, sekarang diorang dah mula nak berubah. kita ni?
those things buatkan this journey priceless. not all people can experience it. not all people able to face it. and takde orang yang boleh bagi aku experience ni melainkan aku sendiri yang pergi cari.
and im looking forward to join more programme like this.
may peace be upon us all!
ps; next programme lagi 2 minggu. tapi dengar talk je hm hm. kalau nak tau pm aku~
Labels: nonsense nuts, Terobek Version
Rockband from Malaysia?!
HOW COME NO ONE EVER TOLD ME ABOUT THIS?!!
GREAT, NOW IM JUST ONE OF THE NOOB.
hello hi! Sorry for the unappropriate introduction.
so here am i, march 29th, 0121. appearently havent been sober from caffein. (im a muslim. what r u thinkin?)
anywho.. i just realized that i can still be proud of my era and my country lol. It's not like i not really proud of em. i mean, im 18 and rebellous. plus they only sell disco music nowadays. with too trendy and expensive fashion trends. well yeah~
ohh what am i proud of?
remember when i talk(technically type) toooo damn much about music, fangirling and stuffs? pretty much explains how weird my music taste is (based on my era and environment). So i thought they were no such thing as, you know, like paramore or A7X or even slipknot. It's nearly impossible to find that one kind of genre in malaysia.
Well, that changed when i found out about SEKUMPULAN ORANG GILA and MADDTHELIN. Okay.. They are pretty badass. I mean, from my point of view (yg selalu dengo rock omputih/modern rock, if you may). Ughh it's too bad that theyre not famous. Because they should!!
Seriously i salute them really really damn much. Because to compete with other genre, you know, you have to like fuck everything and do what you please. Like i said before, my taste of music is weird. Well actually, it's not that weird. we're just abnormal. okay that sounds more awful than it should be. lol.
the problem here, in this country, is we cannot accept insanity. i mean, we dont appreciate things that is different (but not the homosexual things please). or maybe it just me, who is a weirdo that always love weird things. i dont know. But cmon, isnnt that obvious? Admit it, if ure malaysian, you may aware about this.
Tapi ada batasnya jugak, i may say. Because im a muslim. So, we have some rules. but yet, it doesnt stop a muslim to wear like goth. well as long as you cover your aurah, and not do some hardcore activities (like drinking blood or puja setan), you know just the fashion. Well i guess it's fine lah kod (please correct me if im wrong). You know, like the concept of 'bersederhana'. ok seriously, correct me if im wrong.
or another batasan is.. dont be gross! like serving dish on diapers lol. You see, we can be open minded, but at least, dont be gross. and i mean it.
whoa woa stop right there bitch. Youre out of topic again. duhh~
so again, the rockband. im looking forward to hear more about these bands. And maybe if you have another band to suggest, pleasee tell me. You dont know how crazy i can be in music.
Harapan aku-- semoga band2 ni boleh naik macam hujan or bunkface or muh or so7 or oag dan seangkatan dengannya.
btw, cakap pasal sheila on 7 ni... eyyyy jiwa kacau betul tak pergi konsert dia..................
Peace!
Labels: crazy thoughts, reviews
My Kind Of Fangirling
Hey peeps! Miss me?
Kahkahkah tak payah nak poyo sangat lah bij!
Ok, post kali ni korang kena sedia baldi kat sebelah. Sebab aku nak cite benda mungkin menggelikan.
Takkk... Bukan pasal pembunuhan ataupun proses pembenihan.
Pasal aku punya fangirling jeeeee....
So cite dia, aku ni takde tempat nak mengadu. Macam kawan2 aku yang lain, ada minat kpop, ada minat wandi, bieber dan sebagainya. Tapi aku ni.... ada sikit lain. yayaya im a weirdo so whattt??
Yang kenal aku maybe tau. Aku minat lagu2 rock. Yang mak aku kata 'eii bingit!'. Yang kawan2 aku kata 'seramnya wehh'. Yang macam tu lah lebih kurang. Tapi belum sampai tahap hardcore metal la. Peh mau bawak mengucap bapak aku tengok anak dia gothic sembah setan minum darah kambing hahahaha cem harommmm! (walaupun aku suka darah. dah jangan tanya aku kenapa aku tak jadi doktor)
Soooooooo (okay tolong bayangkan muka aku yang gila punya excited nak cite) aku nak introduce ah kat hangpa (technically hangpa tu aku ja) aku minat apa buat masa sekarang ni.
Kalau nak cite band apa yang aku dengar, banyak leee. Takkan le dengo 1 2 band jee. Tak puas dol hahaha. Ni nak cite band yang aku minat gila2 punya.
Kalau orang tanya aku setahun dua yang dulu, aku akan jawab MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Dohhh aku ni dah tahap mimpi diorang buat concert belakang rumah aku weh. Siap ngeteh ngan bapak aku lagi. Nasib baik tak masuk minang.Mau orang ingat aku dah mati sebab tak bangun2 dari mimpi indah kahkahkah
Takkan la aku minat saja2 je kan. Mestilah ada sebab musabab sesuatu kejadian tu berlaku. Haaa aku minat diorang ni sebab.... Ok, cuba angpa bayangkan first love. Haa cemtu ah. Hahaha mengadanya ya Allah. Tapi tu ah. Cerita dia, aku sempat jadi die-hard-fan dia selama beberapa bulan je sebelum diorang break up. Wehh hancoq luluh hati ceqq. Aku first dengo lagu dia masa aku hingusan sekolah rendah dah sebenarnya. Tapi masa tu aku masih suci dan bersih seperti kain putih. Hahaha woi budak budak layan rock pun membimbangkan gak. Melampau ko ni. So time tu aku dengar lagu2 black parade ah mostly. And time tu aku suka lagu Helena. Sampai sekarang gak ah senanya. Helena tu power baq ang. Even time aku hingus meleleh pun boleh suka lagu tu bila akak aku bukak kat laptop hijau dia tu. Time tu aku ingat selain lagu Helena, depa bukak lagu Black Parade (of course), Teenagers, I Dont Love You. Tu je kod (yang aku ingat).
Soalan penting: Antara semua member, mana yang paling kau suka gila vavi?
Jawapan bernas: Of course ah Gerard Way dohhhh! Apee punya soalan daaaa hahahahaha
Kenapa? Sebab dia power ah. Hahah jawapan tak membantu langsung. Ok sebenarnya, aku ni jenis yang suka orang nyanyi pakai soul. Yang tak berapa kisah pasal suara dia sangat (tapi still sedap bunyinya). And gerard ada benda tuh. Hahah over sangat kan. Dia gila dohh. And not to forget, dia handsome xD Eh kemon ahhh aku pompuan kod. Tak mungkin lah aku tak tengok rupa engko ni punnnn.....
Ok enough about MCR, aku kena move on.... (weh still sedih kod hahaha siaoo)
Next... Avenged Sevenfold! Ok yang ni aku tak berani nak cakap banyak. Aku baru mula minat. (dari sini kau boleh nampak betapa setianya aku dengan MCR kahkahkah). Aku rasa semua orang mengaku, lagu2 diorang boleh tahan gempak. Terima kasih pada sorang kawan aku ni yang influence aku dengo A7X ni. Fav song.... Setakat ni macam MCR, terlalu banyak fav song. Hahaha! Ok cepat tanya aku siapa yang paling aku suka dalam A7X..
Soalan penting: Antara semua member, mana yang paling kau suka gila vavi?
Jawapan bernas: Synyster! Synyster! Synyster!
Woiiii dia power tahap cipan punya busut kodd!!! Dah ah style hensem legend main gitar peh weiiiii parah ni weii..... Aku paling suka tengok dia senyum (ok, sila gunakan baldi yang aku suruh sediakan tadi) Wehhhh next time depa buat concert kat mesia, aku akan pi awai, pahtu dok kat side syn mengharap nanti by the end of the concert, dapat lah aku pick dari dia untuk menjadi sumber inspirasi dan semangat untuk aku belaja gitar. Kalau tak dapat tu, aku paham lah Tuhan nak bagi hint 'jangan nak melagho sangat. Kau tu pendosa. Bila nak tobat?'
Well, aku tak nafikan ada banyak gila band yang power2 macam greenday, linkin park, nirvana dan sebagainya. Aku minat gak depa ni.. cuma belum sampai lagi tahap die-hard-fan gitu..
Weh kejappp.. Belum habis cite lagiii... Sabo dulu. Jangan pangkah lagi.....
Tu international.. Ha la ni nak habaq mesia punya band yang aku suka. Well, mesia punya tahap... aku tak taulahh. Maybe aku tak jumpa lagi kod yang macam MCR atau A7X. Tapi still ada yang aku minat lebih dari band2 lain. HUJAN, AZLAN, and OAG.
hahaha nampak tak cara aku announce tu tak se-excited aku announce MCR dgn A7X? maybe sebab lokal punya ni sopan sikit. Hahaha sopan pun jadi isu kan. Ko kena paham, aku ni weirdo tau. Ko kena buat benda gila dulu baru boleh impress aku. (fyi, i just figured this out. It's all make sense now.....)
Ye laa, ko tengok akim tu baru nak menggila sikit dahhh kate bawak dadah lahh hape lahh. Wei A7X gantung spentot kat mic stand kod pedehal hahahaha wei tu takleh bla xD
anyway, aku suka diorang sebabb...... Sebab aku suka lah. Hahaha macam takde concrete reason kan? Oklah sejujurnya lah kan... benda dah malam tau. Tadi punya excited nak cerita sebab mata membuntang lagi. Wei boleh tahan panjang kod entry kali ni. Naik lenguh badan aku. Appreciate sikit ehh.
(ok kali ni, anda dibenarkan maki)
Wow, setelah beberapa round tengok youtube, kini aku kembali bertenaga. Ye ah nak buat kopi malaih. Duhhh woi takdak kerja aku nak buat kopi semata2 nak update blog.
Ok, sambung cite. So hujan sebab ag coco la braderr. Haa yang ni ko boleh kata aku die-hard-fan gak ah. Weh tadi aku kecewa sebab aku baru tau dia sebaya abang aku. Apesal sampai nak kecewa? Pertama sekali ko kena tau, beza aku dengan abang aku 13 tahun woo. Yup AG sekarang 32 tahun. Mana tak kecewa, aku macam dah takde harapan la dengan dia kahkahkah siao macam la ada harapan kalau umur tak jauh sekali pun xD Lagi satu, mana nak jumpa orang macam ag tu woi. Cool namateyyy. Satu dalam seribu punya orang. Weh aku adore semua lagu yang dia arrange. Serious. Muka pun not bad. kelako pun ye. Penyabo. Loghat utara takleh bla tu.. Such a weird obsession towards loghat utara. Tu kalau korang perasan ada terselit loghat2 utara kat atas bukan sebab aku orang utara pun. Aku sebenarnya orang selatan. (dah ni apesal tiba2 cite pasal asal kejadian aku ni?) Selain drpd itu pasal hujan ni, aku suka sebab suara noh gak. Hm untung misz nina. Weh suara noh berjaya mencairkan segala organ dalaman aku doh. yang lagu slow laa. Lagu2 dia yang jenis 'aku tengah mood happy dan aku nak background music yang seiring dengan feeling aku' Selain lagu slow-mo dorang yang mencairkan gadis itu, lagu2 diorang yang lain pun gempak and gila!
Untuk Azlan pulakk... hmm aku rindu zaman MUH dulu senanya. Tapi sebab azlan dah keluar, masing2 macam kurang complete. Macam MCR lah. Gerard ngan Frank dah ada band baru. Diorang best tapi macam lack of something. Haihhhh aku tak boleh ah cite pasal mcr ni. Boleh emo hahahahaha. Ok sambung cite si Azlan ni. Alaa semua orang tau suara dia gila punya high pitch. Even perempuan pun x leh lawan punya ah. And the idea, creativity semua. The lyrics. So yeahh...
OAG memang gilaa weyhhh... Sejenis grunge yang satu2nya dalam mesia ni. Yang jenis macam gila2, cool, power. Entah ah. Diorang ni sangatlah rare. Ye ah ko tengok ah lagu2 sekarang. Heyyyy memang bukan taste aku ah. Sume mengarut gila. No meaning lyrics. No beauty. Ohh and Radhi jugak ada dia punya own style au.
Conclusion; you see, people actually can differ tau. Sama ada kau jadi artis because of fame or you really in love with music like no others. Well some people, they were borned with talents. And it's a waste that you dont upgrade it. Aku suka orang yang main dengan instruments sebab it requires practice. Even kau talented bermain dengan instrument, tapi kau tetap kena sentiasa upgrade so that band kau takkan hambar. Just because i like rock/indie/grunge more, doesnt mean like aku tak pandang good singer yang lain. From what I see, we kind of lack of good music for now. That is why, aku lagi prefer backstreet boys daripada..... ok aku actually dah tulis some artis tapi takpe lah. You can judge it yourself kod. Ye lahh, at the end of the day, it's still your life. Kita ada opinion kita, depa ada opinion depa. We cant force people to have the same mind. Walaupun aku x de la minat kpop, tapi ada jugak lagu yang aku boleh dengar. So try to blend in. And just... dont judge for their taste of art. Sebagaimana hang tak suka aku mencebik dengar lagu fav ang, macam tu jugaklah aku tak suka hang kutuk2 taste music aku. dahh gitu pulakk!
Weh panjang betul ni weh. And yeah, you got no idea how long it takes to finish this entry. Sekarang dah pukul 0154.
Kematu bontot woii!
Labels: crazy thoughts, nonsense nuts
graduated!!!!
hahaha tajuk tak nak gempak lagi an. Takde lah grad pun. Dah habis sekolah je.............
like whutttttt???!!
Yup bitches! Aku dah habis sekolah and i already get into heaven. already.
Crazy right?
Hahaha ive always wanted to end the school phase like no shit. I dont know. I just hate school. Call me negative or whatever, but i just cant resist that i hate school. I hate living in people's perception. I hate rules. I hate same routine everyday. I hate being forced to do things that i dont like. Yeah. Im that kind of person.
Ouh and i hate iron baju. Uh huh~
Plus, i have so much plan (since i just cant wait to end school). Mayn, you never know how big my dreams can be.
So yeah, im a big girl now!
Labels: nonsense nuts, short post~
a nightmare
Im not sure what kind of life im living.
My eyes got blurry this morning. Yesterday was real pain. I had fever yesterday and been through period pain. But at the same time i hurt inside as well. So at night, I cry so hard.
And here comes the sad track. This playlist is really pissing me off. I feel like crying some more today.
Well, i never imagined this situation. I still think that what ive been through is a nightmare.
It's not that i cant accept fate. I can definitely understand it. Plus im grateful with it. But, just, i never thought this problem will suffer me so bad. I never thought i could ever face this problem tho.
Hahaha what am i thinking. Of course lah ill face something unexpected kan? Kalau tak, tak thrill la?
Labels: nonsense nuts, short post~
Hurtful Truth.
Satu hari, aku diminta untuk membeli cili merah kat kedai yang berdekatan.
Aku pun, capai tudung, rembat duit ayah, dan menuju ke pintu. Tiba2 aku ditahan.
Akak aku kata; "Eh ko nak pakai macam tu je?" Pada waktu itu, aku hanya memakai kain batik dan tshirt.
"Iyelah. Alahhhh... gi kedai ah bo je kodd"
"gi la proper sikit. kau tu dah lah tak lawo. selekeh pulak tu"
lalu aku pun membawa hati yg lara dan masuk bilik tukar baju.
p/s: ni pun dari dalam draft jugak. an unfinished work lagi lol teruknya hang ni....
Labels: nonsense nuts, short post~, Terobek Version, true short story
i just realize this in draft. you can ignore this if you want tho. not so important. again panjangnya tajuk.
Believe it or not, aku baru 'backspace' apa yang aku cuba buat.
lol what was i thinking? Aku nak mengadu some sort of my dissapointment about this one bic in this entry. I know i shouldn't, that's why i wont make that kind of entry.
Shame on me if i ever made an entry of any of my dissapointment. I mean, why should i bother myself, posting about some bic's attitude. those bitches really dont deserve any of my attention tho.
Because somehow, bila kita balas balik ataupun give response on that thing, kita pun tak jauh beza dengan benda tu. Entahlah, a quote is way much stronger when you can feel it yourself actually.
Cakap pasal quote pulak. Just to let us know, everything that we say will be quoted. Many of us don't know about the power of words. Well that's why there comes these 2 types of person; orang yang mulut dia tak reti nak tapis, and orang yang mulutnya lancang just to make people realize. If you ever confused about these, trust me, there is difference between those. But these 2 types of person, still can never touch people if the mouth's nor the heart's owner doesn't feel it. Haha i dont know how to explain it better. Im suck at explaining lol.
Whatever it is, never EVER try to spread negativity. Yes, that is for me. Because if i continue typing about that bitch, there will be some people (or maybe only me) who read this. And whoever reads that, wouldnt it be bad for me and other people as well. walaupun aku tak mention who is that person, it's still will leave bad things to any one of us.
Labels: nonsense nuts, Terobek Version
Baju Melayu Hipster
well i guess this hipster thing has gone wild!
i liked hipster before. but since hipster has been a trend now, i become less adore this style. because i dont like following trends. it feels like everyone wears the same way as i am. and what if i wear the same trendy shirt like other person?
and now there comes this baju melayu hipster. yup im excited about raya and i wanna watch these people wear it. it's gonna be fun to have an entertainment while chilling at rnr.
like seriously lah, if there exist these kind of people, you actually got blinded. those baju melayu only logic if it's on runaway. Not for raya. you gonna ruin everyone's happy moment when they look at how pathetic you are just to follow trend. if you still cant understand what im trying to say, let me clarify you;
hangpa bodoh sebab hangpa pi beli baju lagu tu. hangpa pikir ada orang suka ka. hang suka sebab model dia lawa, cun, badan sado. tu yang hang dok pikir depa tu stailo. dok. depa tu nak cari duit hang tau dak? duit dari org2 yg bodoh macam hang.
ok. dah. cukuplah tu.
it's not like im being narrow minded, or dont have any fashion sense, or whatever you call it. But this is raya. raya is where everyone being humble and fair to each of us. and baju melayu is a traditional thing that we have to take care of it. look kids nowadays. many of them dont have any idea on how our malay really. because of these all sorts of invention that vanish every beauty of true malay. including me. i admit, i dont know much about true malay. i wish i knew how legendary it was.
but still, it's your choice tho.
please make sure that you dont bump into me. i dont sure how am i gonna react.
paling2 baik pun kena gelak lah.
paling teruk keracunan mata kod?Labels: crazy thoughts
Another post for today lol!
Hey guys! We meet again... Hahaha
Takde, ni aku jumpa satu gambar ni. Aku cukup menyampah betul.
Eh come on lah. Jangan lah nampakkan diri kau ni pathetic, lemah. Aku pun pernah rasa. But seriously, kalau kau betul dah biasa, kau takkan ungkit lagi. Kalau kau boleh let go, then let go je lah.
Look, benda2 macam ni, benda kanak2 hang tau dok. Haha maybe my thoughts ni macam orang tua tu yang dok menyampah sungguh orang2 lagu ni.
Pesanan aku untuk sahabat-sahabatku sekalian; grow up!
Labels: crazy thoughts, short post~
An Atrraction.
There's something about me. I am easily attracted to any men. Kalau lelaki they call 'pencinta wanita'. Tapi kalau untuk perempuan cemana?
Well actually i don't like the fact that i easily attracted to men. But let just take it positive ok. We see it as an ability.
Tapi aku pun ada satu prinsip ni yang memang aku tampal elok2 dalam hati aku (siap pateri lagi. biar permanent) Aku takkan percaya mana2 lelaki selagi dia belum jadi part of my family. Yup, i have this trust issue and this syndrome, i hope, will save me for my future.
Aku jenis yang tak percaya dengan couple2 sekarang yang kata diorang akan kahwin. Bagi aku itu semua bullshit. Eh, come on lah. Baru budak sekolah dah berangan sampai macam tu. Girls, kita kena ingat. Pemikiran kita tak sama dengan pemikiran lelaki. They just want to have fun. That's our fault. We take serious in everything including our own feelings. Dan secara tak sengaja, we have betrayed ourselves. We let ourselves hurt.
So, why not, we play it like them?
Well, aku tak cakap kosong. Di sini aku sertakan beberapa alasan kenapa aku kata macam tu;
-ada jenis manusia yang cepat bosan
-budak sekolah takde duit
-they are too early to make any commitment
-belum matang
-they don't know how to be responsible
-the most important thing: IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE AT ALL
aku boleh bla lagi bagi orang yang tak berharap sampai nak kahwin. Aku boleh bla lagi kalau couple ni dah besar dan ada duit dan tahu tanggungjawab and dah matang (lol banyak nya syarat). Ni tak. Berhingus lagi, berangan "till jannah" bagai.
Pui!
Aku ada kenal sorang budak ni. Her thoughts sangat berbeza dengan aku. Dia kata sia2 je lah couple kalau setakat nak break je? Well, kalau nak kata pasal sia2, couple tu sendiri dah sia2. So, why you did it at the first place?
To be precise, aku tak kisah pasal kau punya love story pon. I mean, kalau kau nak berjanji sampai ke lubang kubur ke, sukati hang la. Tapi masalahnya aku perempuan. Aku tahu how will they react when they face break-ups. Bila kau dah berjanji sampai langit ke tujuh, kau punya harapan tu sampai langit ke lapan hang tau dak? walau setomboi mana pun perempuan tu, dia still period setiap bulan. Maksud aku, walau perempuan tu lagi sado dari malek nor, dia still seorang perempuan. Nak taknak dia akan ada jugak feeling sebagai seorang perempuan.
Ok, sebenarnya aku out of topic sikit ni (banyak sebenarnya).
Well bagi aku, lelaki yang betul2 attracts aku bila dia dah matang. Bila dia dah pandai fikir untuk kebaikan orang lain jugak. Bila dia tak malu nak pakai wedding ring dia. Bila dia tak malu nak rendahkan ego dia sebagai lelaki. Bila dia layan anak2 dia with the shallow eyes. Bila they show their love.
Those lipat kemeja sampai ke lengan, pakai jam, pakai songkok, ada jambang dan misai (ok, that's for me), pakai baju melayu, etc. All those things are just the bonus part.
(tapi tak bermaksud aku suka laki orang. no no no no no no no no no no!)
Sebab tu aku suka tengok orang yang dah kahwin ni. Their loves are a bit different. Less risk, more commitment. And their love lebih terjamin. And they love each other for who they are. They accept all flaws together. They share everything. And they not ashamed for being themselves infront of their partner. Yet their partner think it's cute.
And that's sweet enough.
So dont worry for those yang tak pernah couple, or rasa macam they are not attracted. Trust me, you'll find a partner soon. And that partner is way much better than you've ever thought. Because your future partner picks you because of your nice attitudes, not because of your face.
Pernah dengar, "orang bercinta ni buta"?
And that's how i define love is blind.
Labels: crazy thoughts
Random (again)
hi y'alls!
Appearently im doing my homeworks now, but sometimes i need an escape hahaha (fuck u homeworks)
It's now 31st of may 2015. My road to SPM is just around the corner now. I cant wait for that. but at the same time im scared, of course. Well, I cant wait because it's the end of everything. i hate everything about school. It's getting worst lately. no big deal, just have to hande some childish moron there. I just have to struggle inside out. I have to act like nothing bother me really.
Denial again.
I really miss maahad damn much. The acceptance is different. The bond is different. The jokes are all different. I hate to accept the fact that i still cant move on from that. Well, it's not that easy. It's not easy to be double faces all the time. It's not easy to spend your senior year without the one you love. It's not easy to just let go a place that taught you many things. It's not easy at all. None of them are easy.
I cant believe im crying.
whoa haha i dont expect this random post can touch me real bad. Yup, being with them is priceless that it's too hard for me to let it go. Im not there when they having a great time. man, it's tough! I cant find my soul in this new place. I tried, but i just cant. Plus, my mp3 had lost. Things getting worst since then. Haha music is just like my meds there. It's like an instant healer for me. And when my mp3 gone, i've lost my source of healer. How damn it can be? i dont dare to even think of it.
well i guess i have to get back to work. eventhough things suck lately, i wanna prove them all that i still can make it. At least?
Labels: short post~
IGNORE THIS POST BECAUSE THIS IS SOME KIND OF NONSESE BECAUSE ESOK BALIK SEKOLAH OMG PANJANGNYA TAJUK
I have this one dream that im pretty sure i wont get it.
I wanna be in a band actually. Yup! Because i like music. But 1 thing matters, i dont know how to play any music instrument. But I like keyboard tho. Well, i like all kinds of instruments. But i think, keyboard is easier for me to learn, i think? lol i have no idea.
But i still have a nice voice tho!
i guess?
Labels: nonsense nuts
Phases.
Aku sangat2 jarang cerita pasal my real life kan. Buat apa lagipun. Not interesting enough.
But what im trying to say is, how we go through those phases- childhood, teenagehood, adulthood, and finally, parenthood. (well tak beza pun adulthood ngan parenthood, but whatever)
Things about me, aku tak seiiringan dengan mereka. Umur aku dengan diorang sangat jauh beza. Semua dah kahwin, aku je yang belum kahwin lagi. Anak buah dah berbuah-buah dengan sangat ranumnya lol.
It's quite interesting la when watching your big bro is holding his own child, how he finally have kids yang dia boleh dibuat buli. Kalau tak memang aku la mangsanya kan. Dengan ipar2 yang macam family dah. We share each other's story like we're not strangers anymore. Plus, aku ada ramai anak buah yang sangat nakal tapi comelnya ya Allahhh! Dan yang paling aku tak boleh percaya sampai sekarang ialah, I am reaching adulthood now!! Aku macam tak percaya aku dah nak habis sekolah. Tak percaya yang aku paling senior kat sekolah(macam tak masuk, tapi ni lah yang aku tengah rasa sekarang) Yelah, aku still boleh ingat lagi kod aku kena settle ngan seniors cem haromm kan. Haha benda dah lama lepas, so kita let it go je la.
Tapi serious ah, aku still ingat lagi zaman2 kegemilangan akak2 dengan abang aku dulu yang aku rasa macam kool gila hidup diorang ni. Walaupun aku tak lalui zaman2 diorang yang bagi aku sangat kool, tapi dapat tengok pun jadilah. How they printed out lyrics nak nyanyi. Siap masuk dalam file lagi tu. Pastu dengan kepala tak betul + gila2 diorang. Buat salah sama2, pastu simpan rahsia bukan main baik lagi. Tapi yang tukang kantoikan tu mestilah aku kan. Aku ingat lagi, ada satu hari tu Siti nurhaliza buat konsert kat belakang rumah aku. Haha macam tipu kan? Tapi betul la. Dia buat konsert kat belakang rumah aku yang ada stadium. peh complicatednya. Anywho, nak dijadikan cerita parents aku tak kasi pergi. Tapi punya tak betul perangai akak2 aku ni, dengan aku2 sekali dia tarik pi konsert tu. Time tu aku rasa, aku ni berhingus lagi kod, dah pergi konsert dah. haha rare habis ah. Tapi sekarang kalau budak2 pergi konsert dah biasa dah.
And now, aku Nampak diorang dah tersangat matang. Walaupun kadang2 tu terserlah la jugak perangai tak matangnya.
Well, I never said this to them, but I really love them so much. Thank you for every single memories we made together. Aku harap korang ingat la aku yang kat belakang ni nak ngejo korang. Almaklum lah, lahir lambat sangat. Korang ah, tak tunggu aku. Kuajaq!
p/s: Haha tetiba sentimental pulak aku kali ni. Kelako la pulak!
Labels: Terobek Version
Forward.
My heart bleeds again.
And all of sudden,
I forget how to move on.
And today will be the last day
that your name will be ever written
in my life journal.
And today will be the end
of your chapter in my novel plot.
And my heart bleeds again.
And even when i reread this chapter
i cried again
with tears of laughs of my foolness.
And all of sudden,
I forget how to move on.
When will this journey end?
Please teach how to move on again.
And my heart bleeds again.
Labels: masterpiece, short post~
Contact Lens
So, recently i just bought contact lens. The ordinary one, yang colourless tu. You know, sebab aku ni jenis yang tak pandai jaga barang. So spec aku selaaaaalu hilang atau patah atau misplace etc. Aku pun fed up, aku beli je lens.
Mula mula mak aku macam tak bagi. Ye lah maybe sebab she heard something bad about wearing lens. Aku pun ada dengar jugak. Tapi.. it's me you're talking to. Memang la aku beli sendiri kan. Hahaha. So, aku pun beli la masa keluar ngan kawan aku. The price, aku tak tahulah nak kata murah ke mahal, since this is my first time. But i asked her boleh tak dapat student price? And she simply said, "oh for contact lens, kita tak bagi student less. Tak untung woo" em selamba badak sangat kan minah tu.
Long story short, aku pun sampai rumah dengan berbekalkan lens dan pampers yang akak aku kirim. Haha motif sangat kan nak beli pampers at my age. Back to the story, aku pun masuk bilik. Pastu aku try la, cemana gaya contact lens ni sebenarnya. And it's time for me to try putting on the lens upon my pupil. Susah gila doh. I mean like, how do they seriously put this fucking thing on. Haha hiperbola kan. Tapi tang tu lah yang makes me wonder, why the heck orang yang takde masalah langsung dengan mata, pastu dia boleh sesaje pakai bende alah ni setiap hari. Seriously.
At last, for all the hardworks (cleansing it over and over sebab dia jatuh pastu lepas aku dah fed up, aku kena cuci lagi lens tu, pastu pakai balik, tengok youtube cemana nak menggayakannya, including mendengar mak bebel when she finally finds out that i bought these lenses haha) aku berjaya juga memasukkan bende alah contact lens tu masuk dalam biji mata aku. Sekali lagi, hiperbola.
But seriously ah, it feels weird to wear it actually. Butttttt, it was so awesome bila dah dapat tengok tv atas sofa (lol if you know what i mean).
Again, aku nak mempertikaikan. Maybe they all dah biasa pakai lens. Sebab tu dah tak rasa apa dah kan. Tapi bukan itu yang aku nak ketengahkan. Yang aku tak boleh bla sangat bila budak2 ni pakai lens yang berwarna warni ni. Like seriously, tak masuk doh. Tolong lah berpijak di bumi yang nyata yang kau itu anak tulen melayu yang anak matanya hanya warna hitam atau dark choc atau warna hazel. Tak kena langsung weh mata biru tapi cakap melayu. Lagi tak kena bila muka memang dah confirm melayu, tapi mata biru kuning hijau. I mean like, adakah kau akan automatically kacuk bila mata kau berwarna warni. Haha even there's people who believes that, you still cannot change the truth. Kalau kau rasa kau lawa bila mata berwarna warni ni, you are perfectly, impossibly and ultimately wrong for God sake seriously. You look super freaking weird, trust me. Jangan buat malu kaum please? Thank you.
Oh, and btw, kalau korang pun new to this lenses thing, this is a good source for you. For me, it's trusted, complete and gives you a real good tips for the beginner. Enjois!
Labels: reviews, short post~, true short story
Park Disk Sheet.
So, i search an image of 'fuck this shit' on google for the previous entry. Maynnn, you decide;
Fuck this shit really made my day. *inhale* i feel so fresh today.
Labels: short post~
How Do I Get Ready For 2015?
Trust me, I do not.
I haven't ready at all dude. Im freaking out right now. There's too many things that i worry. Toooo manyy, dude!
#1 SPM
yes, aku ialah calon SPM 2015. Aku ni... jenis yang tak kisah langsung pasal grades. SERIOUS. Call me berlagak or anything. Hahaha cemane nak berlagak kalau tak pernah dapat good grades pun? Anyway, this SPM is totally different. Aku memang KENA kesah. Sebab people don't care kalau aku kesah ke tak. They just wanna see what they want. Imagine, if i keep on ignoring things like this, macam mana aku nak sambung belajar? Aku taknak lah membazir duit mak bapak aku semata2 nak sekolahkan aku kat uni swasta sebab aku tak layak dapat masuk u pun, apetah lagi nak dapat biasiswa? Jauh! Walaupun aku tak bercita2 pun nak bekerja secara serious, tapi aku nak lah sambung study. Taknak lah belajar sampai SPM je. SO, nak tak nak memang kena fokus this year. Oh my God, i kenod imejin maiselp stadi so hard. hm i wonder how am i when i focus on my study..........
#2 SCHOOL
Haha kenapa aku risau sangat pasal sekolah? Sebab this is the new school. You cannot predict anything. And this is the first time aku duduk dalam sekolah tu for one whole year. Ill experience cross country, sports day, and get up super early. deymmmmmm! Haha nampak tak betapa tak produktifnya aku. Aku definitely boeh terima lagi ada kelas setiap hari, homework banyak etc. But if it is about sports, aku cem hmmm paham2 lah. Yang lagi aku risau ialah i gain weight already, yang jenis tak logik punya gain weight. Tambah sepoloh kilo apa puaka sangat lemak2 niiii adohhhhh~ And aku pun nebes untuk hadap first day of school. I experience this every year senanya. But in this new school, dia macam tak semena-mena nebes dia. ha gitteww kan~
Well, bila dah list gini, macam tak banyak la pulak. Haha biaselah, paranoidd...
Butttttt i am sure, this will worth the 'after SPM' phase HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCK YOU SPM! lol aku sangat menantikan fasa itu, like, so badly doh. Haha dah banyak yang aku rancang srsly. em ta zabarnyeww k bai nak berangan jap.
Labels: short post~
Smoke.
I hate smokers. very much.
Aku sekarang ni masih boleh terima la kalau orang tu nak merokok ke, nak mati ke, dia punya hal. Tapi pantang aku, orang merokok depan aku. Lagi pantang, kalau orang merokok depan budak2 atau ibu mengandung. Sangat selfish.
Perokok ni tahu akibat2 merokok. Diorang pun tahu lah kod yang merokok dah difatwakan jadi haram. Entahlah doh. Kau cakaplah macam mana tunggang terbalik sekali pun. Kalau dah gian tu, takde maknanya smokers ni nak layan.
Akak aku pernah cakap,
"Aku pelik ngan diorang ni. Kata takde duit, tapi beli rokok ada duit pulak~"
Tak kisahlah kau beli yang seringgit sekalipun, kalau kau bagi anak kau, kenyang dia kat sekolah kod. Sebab apa? Sebab smokers ni selfish!
kalau nak kata smoking ni cool, nampak macho. Wei, zaman tu dah lama la berlalu. Sekarang ni orang dah minat bebudak jambu wei. Bukan bibir hitam.
Baguslah, kalau dah berazam nak berhenti merokok. Banyak je inisiatif. Kau boleh beli nicotine patch (jenis yang lekat kat badan) ataupun beli nicotine gum (makan macam gula2). Ataupun beli je gula2 getah yang berangin. Kalau tetiba rasa nak merokok, kunyahlah satu dua.
Ini tidak, dah kena heart attack banyak kali pun masih nak merokok lagi. Kan senang kalau kau terjun bangunan je? lol takde beza pun doh.
Aku tahu, kadang2 susah nak hilangkan gian tu. Tapi kau tak kesian ke ngan anak bini kau? Kalau belum kahwin, kau nak mati awal keeee?? Dah banyak sangat ke amalan kau? Haa aku nak cakap lebih2 pun aku tak berani.
Aku ada seorang abang dan abang ipar perokok. And diorang tak berani nak merokok depan kitorang. Haha berani diorang? 40 hari 40 malam kena ceramah dengan mak aku. Bapak aku pun tak merokok.
Tapi since abang ipar aku kena heart attack sekali, dia stop smoking (setakat ni lah. Insyaa Allah harap2 la tak rokok lagi).
But for my brother.. Haihhh... Aku pernah nampak dia merokok. Sekali, aku ternampak dari jauh. Lagi sekali, masa dalam kereta. Sebab dia ingat aku tengah tidur. Dahlah dalam kereta ada anak kecik sorang. Bini mengandung pulak tu.
It's heartbreaking doh. Rasa sakit hatiiiiiiiii sangat sangat. Bengang ah. Orang sayang dia, tapi dia boleh pancingkan nyawa dia macam tu je. Dia mana nak tahu. Kalau dia tahu pun, dia kisah apa. Maybe dia nak tengok aku merokok pulak kod, baru dia rasa apa yang aku rasa.
So for those smokers out there. Goodluck in your life. Semoga sempat mengucap!
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it was dark.
We do have problems. Thats the one thing we cant deny.
But what makes us different is how we manage it.
Some people playing with their feelings.
Some people take revenge.
Some people take it positively.
And some people just 'fuck this shit'
To be true, im the last one type of person. Some people say we are denying. But actually we just ignore those shits.
Yea, we did hurt. But who cares anyway. For me, this is the fastest way to feel better. Like, we dont take it seriously. We just 'fuck this shit'.
Find a way to ignore those shits. Distract yourself from keep on tied with the problems. If that problems need to be solved, then solve it. But if its not, dont ask yourself why or how it happened. Trust me, you just tangled your mind. You may not find the answer.
Actually, the best way to say this, is
move on.
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kids
Bismillah..
Ok tetibe bertubi2 pulak kan entry. Biasalah cuti sekolah lewls~~
Appearantly, kalau kome perasan ig gua, banyak gambo budak kan?
Ya. Aku sangat suka budak.
Eh eh engko ni tak tau eh feeling main ngan budak? Gelak2 ngan budak? Walaupun benda tu tak lawak langsung tapi tengok budak ni gelak beriye, kau pun ikut gelak sama. Paling best kalau kau yang buat lawak hambar tu. Engko tak perlu risau. Hambar mana pun lawak engko, diorang ni tetap gelak jugak. Kalau diorang tak gelak jugak, maksudnya kau orang punye lawak lagi rendah tarap nye daripada tarap budak2. Hm macam hina kan? Takpe, ive been there before.........
And another type of feeling, bila kita main dengan dia. Benda alah feeling ni, kau takkan dapat kalau kau tak ikhlas main ngan derang. Rasa dia, macam kau ni kawan derang jugak. Alaa senang cerita macam kau orang kembali ke zaman kanak2 yang gumbira. Peh heaven beb!
Betullah orang cakap. Kita takkan hargai sesuatu tu semasa kita milikinya. Kita hanya rasa kehilangan bila benda tu dah pergi. And tetibe rasa macam nak peluang kedua. Supaya kita lebih hargai benda tu.
And for me, it's my childhood.
That's why, whenever i get along with these kids, i experience my childhood again. Im sure im not the only one that miss my childhood, or want my childhood to be better. Plus, i have shot-term memory, yang kalau kawan aku kata dia sama tadika dengan aku pun aku takkan ingat. Haha sorry~
My childhood, to be honest, is not so nice. It's dull. And dark. But it's okay. Since ive been given this second chance, ill make their childhood is the best thing they have ever had.
ps: those kids are my anak buah. Depa comey sangat. Tapi ceq qasa semua budak comey baq ang!
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heshtek kitew sentap uhuk uhuk~
Bismillah..
Kita buat biase2 je la hari ni ea.
Aku ada seorang kawan ni. Boleh tahan lawa gak ah. Dia pernah cakap something like ;
"Aku bangga aku tak pernah couple dan aku harap aku takkan couple sebelum kahwin. Aku tengok si minah (bukan nama sebenar) yang warak, cakap semenggah, tu pun pernah couple. Kau tak rasa ke kita yang tak pernah couple ni lagi baik daripada dia?"
Aku tak berapa ingat sangat la precisely ayat die. Lebih kurang cenggitulah. Tapi bagi aku ayat die lagi sentap kod.
Kawan aku ni, tak lah warak pun. Dia cuma tak batak nak cari laki je. Haha sori kalau ayat kuaja sikek. Alaa siket jewwww ;)
We can say,
"Alaaa sekarang memang fikir macam tu bla bla bla~"
Haha.
At least, dia ada keazaman untuk tak buat dosa.
Dan itu pahala.
And ada lagi seorang budak lawo yang cakap ngan aku,
"Buat apa aku nak ada boyfriend? Aku ada family. Aku boleh dapat apa yang aku nak(budak ni kaya). Menyusahkan je ada boyfriend. Kena jaga hati dia bagai phftt~~"
"Amende sakai betul nak dating kat sekolah. Kalau gatal sangat nak dating, dating lah kat luar. Itu pun parents hantar. Lol!"
Aku ni ha malu dengan diri sendiri. Muka jenis yang orang tak lalu nak nengok (tapi lawo je lewls~). Tapi menggatal nak kahwin. Hahahahahahambar....
Oh wait. Does this mean, orang yang batak nak laki ni tak lawo (i meant was feeling insecure with her look)?
#sentap
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Candy has Crushed!
ya know what? Actually, things will get sweeter when you really taste it yourself. I mean, you wont get the sweetness based on what people said. You may understand, but you wont really get it.
Because everyone has their own opinion on sweetness. Some like it sweeter, some are not.
Things will get sweeter when you keep its sweetness yourself. You just refuse to share the sweetness because it is your sweetness thruthfully. I mean, we all have our sweet side. Why not, we just save our sweetness, and let others have their sweetness themselves. Not to be selfish, but this sweet thing is to be felt by ourself.
So now, let's take this analogy to a real thing.
This is the least that i can say about people's relationship in media. Like ive said in previous entry, im really sick. Yes, i can definitely ignore those shits. But i refuse to. Because people who keep sharing it are in my age. They probably wont be married at my age. they just fantasized to be that way. And i really dislike it, especially when they're couple. This is not a jealous thing. Plus it's not only me who think that bf/gf thing is no need. Plus, im annoyed with those pathetic posts like youre the one who have unsolved mystery about your fuckin feelings and all those shit. I mean, grow up a little bit. I know, this is teenage life. Teenage get mixed up with their feelings, bla bla bla.. To be real, teenage life supposed to be the most enjoyable life to go through before you get in the adult phase, like you wont do that thing when youre older.
We will all have our sweeter side of our live (if you refer to relationship goals). Just, in this moment, dont take shit really seriously la. it's still too early dude. Enjoy this moment while we still have it. okay?
Nice!
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Transgender.
Bismillah..
So, hangpa tau dak apa jadi skang? Transgender is legal in mesia!
Aku sebagai salah seorang rakyat mesia, aku berhak nak bersuara (walaupun aku tau, meka takdenye nak baca blog aku ni. Tapi lantok la ceq kesah apa)
Aku rasa isu ni berat. Pasaipa, hangpa pikiaq tak situasi2 yang bakal berlaku kalau benda ni berleluasa?
#Situasi 1
"Ina, abang tak sabaq nak kahwin ngan ina tau"
"Ye ke bang? hiks terharunyewww~"
*pada hari pernikahan*
"Aku terima nikah, Salina bin Maarop dengan maskahwin bla bla bla..."
and the mom will be; "PASAIPA HANG TAK HABAQ AWAI2 HANG KAWIN NGAN JANTANNN??!!!!! YA ALLOHHHHHHHHHHHH BERTUAH PUNYA ANAKKK!!!!"
#Situasi 2
"Kak, ni pasaipa dok tercegat depan tandas ni? Ada masalah ka?"
"Tak.. I konpius nak masuk tandas mana. u boleh tolong pilihkan tak?"
#Situasi 3
"i mintak maap awai2. Kalau kita kawen, i tak boleh bagi zuriat pada u"
"laa awat?"
"i trans. Asalnya i laki~"
"kita clash!"
*
*
*
cukuplah 3 situasi ja. Situasi seterusnya, kita akan nampak sendiri pada masa yang akan datang. Sekian~
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Hilang
Bismillah..
Baru-baru ni, aku dapat tahu kawan aku nak pindah. Macam biasalah, kami sekelas sedih dengan pemergiannya. Mana taknya, walaupun dalam kelas ramai budak newbie, kitorang rapat dah macam family.
It's weird kan. We meet and make memories together, but we end up seperate ways. Well. i should say, it's not weird pun. Because somehow we have to accept that process.
A proess of losing something.
Hilang.
Practically, kita pernah ditinggalkan. dan sama ada kita sedar atau tak, kita pun pernah meninggalkan. Well, walaupun perkara macam tu nampak normal, kadang-kadang kita tetap juga rasa sedih bila kita alami benda2 macam tu.
Itu pun tak pelik jugak.
Sebab benda2 macam ni, kita tak pernah nak expect apa2. I mean, kita tahu ke bila kita nak meninggal? Sebab tu kita rasa sedih. Sebab kita tak ready. Kita tak diberi pop-up notification tentang apa2 kehilangan.
I know, kadang2 kita terfikir; "kenapa ditemukan semata-mata untuk perpisahan?"
Well, let us all ask this question to ourself; "kenapa kita ditemukan oleh Allah?"
Untuk semua ujian yang kita dapat pun, tak kisahlah perpisahan ke, kejatuhan ke. Apa2 hal, cari hikmah dia. In syaa Allah kita akan rasa bersyukur dengan ketentuan Dia.
Aku nak cakap banyak pun, aku tak alim mana. Warak apetah lagi. Aku cuma nak tolong diri aku, dan pada masa yang sama aku taknak selfish. Walaupun aku tak tahulah wujud ke idok readers kat blog ni u_u
Chin up k uolls! Wassalam~
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a review : Retina
Bismillah..
Second post for today since esok nak balik penjara dah (ouh, sangat cliche').
Well...... Aku beru beli buku!! yeayyy!!
Retina is one of it, lagi satu buku tajuknya 'Gelap'. Tapi aku tak minat nak cakap pasal gelap. Because Fixi has been too mainstream now.
So, what makes Retina so special? The languange, opinion and philosophy.
Those yang tak baca mende2 macam ni memang akan rasa bosan. Because somehow, the plot is slow and not attractive.
Back to the point, Retina is an idea. Dia ada betulkan sikit some of my unsolve principe, sekali gus menyelesaikan terus formula yang aku buat.
Tak paham? tak payah pahamlahh..
The thing is, Retina is a fresh idea. Aku agak terpengaruh sikit ah dengan cerita ni sebenarnya. But no worry, cerita ni tak terpesong dari landasan agama Islam since the book itself agak religious jugak. The bonus part is, no sensored part (kalau aku tak terlepas ah).
So that's a short review about Retina, since aku tak pandai nak elaborate point. Ugh come on, this is not an essay anyway. Kan?
Peace!
Labels: reviews
iPhone 6, iPhone 6 Plus, Apple Watch.
Bismillah..
Ahhoy! So, based on the title, im goin to talk bout the latest iphone on town! (tapi belum sampai mesia agi)
Well, im sorry for those who looking for review, this is not the place. cz this is the place where i put my opinion. Ok uolls, opinion sahaja. Aku pun bukanlah arif sangat pasal gajet2 ni.
Tanggapan pertama aku tentang iPhone 6, 6plus and iWatch ialah tiru samsung. And aku agak kecewa bila produk2 tersebut diperkenalkan, since aku sangat meminati produk apple dan tak berapa suka samsung.
Buttt.....
I am absolutely wrong. Apple tak pernah mengecewakan aku. Those are way much better than samsung. Takdelah much better sangat, tapi better laa... (tolong paham sendiri ayat tersebut). Unless the idea is from Samsung itself, who knows~
Apa yang aku minat sangat tentang produk2 apple ialah design yang sangat sofistikated dan ada signature tersendiri. Plus semua update ada pada satu produk. Bukan satu produk, satu penambahbaikan sahaja.
Aku tak kaji (cehh! perkataan 'kaji' itu sendiri takleh blah) secara mendalam tentang iPhone 6 dan 6plus. Tapi aku explore iWatch.
Memule aku ingatkan iWatch ni tak beza pun ngan Samsung punya tu, but they prove me wrong. Sebab apa? Sebab design dia. And dia punya kegunaan, dan dia punya kelebihan. Maybe for those yang tak minat gajet dan tak ada keperluan, dia akan rasa bende tu tak perlu. Contohnya pasal pulse rate. Benda tu mungkin tak perlu untuk some people yang already fit atau tak kisah pasal fitness dia. But for those geeks, bende tu agak cool. I dont know about the side effects, because its not my thing.
For myself pulak, eventhough aku sangat minat apple, aku tak berminat dengan iPhone 6 ni sebenarnya. Sebab design yang besaq. Ada orang yang suka beso-beso ni. Tapi aku tak suke sangat. Lagipun mane nak cekau modal tu bruh? Haha aku bukan si anak yang sampai hati nak mintak mak bapak sendiri iPhone. No offense.
So tu je. May peace be upon you!
p/s: Ini baru namanya design.
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go pakof with your feelings, those are bulshit.
Bismillah.
Setelah sekian lama beta menyepi, kini beta kembali setelah kurang lebih 2 bulan.
So, let's straight to the point!
Well, aku bukan menyepi di laman blok sahaja ya kawan-kawan. Aku juga menyepi di fb dan twitter jugak. But eversince internet dah kembali sihat walafiat, maka beta dengan rendah dirinya kembali giat dalam kegiatan bersosial (technically not to social).
Sebelum ni pun aku ada jugak membuka apa yang patut di laman media ini. Cuma masih tidak berkesempatan untuk membaca kesemua tweet dek kerana line yang tak menyudah buffering. Apalah daya ku~~
Ok, enough with the baku languange (yang tak berapa nak baku sangat tu)
Ceritanya cenggini, aku kan dah kembali aktif. Scroll punye scroll, jumpalah ayat cliche (quotes yang di-retweet) yang lebih kurang macam;
"i've always been afraid of losing people i love, sometimes i wonder if there is anyone who is afraid to lose me"
"biar aku diam sejuta tahun. bising aku tak mampu buat kau tahu apa aku rasa"
"Dear Crush, I love you so much ♥. I really hope you're mine, but you'll never be."
Alaa senang cite yang jet-jet pathetic ni laa.
Itu. Semua. Bulshitasi.
Kau tau tak ape yang paling pantang dalam hidup aku?
Orang yang rasa life die sedih
yang rasa dia lonely
yang rasa dia tak dapat perhatian.
Pergi Mati!
Orang-orang macam ni ialah orang yang paling bodoh dalam dunia.
No. I'm not only pointing at those quotes,
I also point at people that ever thought that way.
Dude, Allah dah rancang semuanya untuk kau doh.
Allah bagi ujian untuk kau kuat, and kau yang melambatkan proses untuk kau membesar, matang.
Selamanya kau takkan maju hidup macam tu.
Tak salah untuk rasa sedih, tapi berpada-padalah. Pandai-pandai cari inisiatif.
Kan dah besar?
Kan kau tahu yang Allah takkan uji hamba-Nya kalau dia tak mampu.
Dan lagi satu, jangan sebarkan negativiti kat orang. Bila kau tweet benda2 macam tu, orang pun akan rasa benda yang sama. Worst of all, elok2 dia dah move on, dia teringat balik zaman kejatuhan dia.
Sebab kau.
and youve faktab their day.
Sorry, ter-emo. Kan aku kata aku pantang benda2 macam ni. Kau tau tak menyirap? Stop thinking your life is pathetic laa.
Because tbh, you've faktab my day.
Peace.
Under Attack!
This tiny message is for you, if you can read this.
Dear Palestinian,
Thank you for all your sacrification. How you go through all these, how you have to explain to your children about what's happening, how you have to protect your loves than yourself, how you accept message everyday, how you have to be immuned by those hurting sound, how you have to watch dead bodies everyday, how you have to wait yourself to be shot soon, how you provide food while there's nothing, how you have to survive, how you have to be strong. It's too much that i can't list all of them.
Both of us know, we gonna get the victory soon. So please, please stay strong.
Eventhough i know when Islam wins, kiamat will take over.
I hope you know, im jealous of you. You have something that hard to get, syaheed, which every Muslim wish to die as syaheed. Plus, I am jealous with your Iman as well. Because yours, i see, is too tough to be killed by the zionist. To compare, myself is way too behind from you.
Last word from me;
He won't abandoned His promisses.
He will keep it safe forever.
and please..
pray for me.
your sister,
Johor, Malaysia.
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Me.
Not much this time. Just to keep update.
We're already passed the middle of the year. But there's too much things that i've learned. Toooo much dude!
I learned about human.
Since then, I realized how big is His power.
How he handle all those humans.
How he created those humans.
Seriously, i rather kill myself than have control those creepy dudes
including me maybe?
Im not an adult. Im just a grown up child;
that still blurred with how life works,
how world rotates.
Unique and fascinating.
no.
Actually there is no perfect word for all of these.
I guess, this is how things work..
Me?
Not sure.
What do you thing?
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JERK
I am bad, dude.
A am rude.
I don't have innocence look,
nor my attitude.
I'm just being me,
being not good.
I am not perfect.
My face is not pretty.
I got a fat body.
Dark circles under my eye,
makes people think I just got a punch.
I am not like them.
I am not like normal them.
Unique,
is a nice word for weird.
And i am born this way.
Don't get me wrong, my friend.
I like myself.
I am thankful for this.
But human--
is desperate for perfection.
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Fresh Breath.
Bismillah..
It's already month 3 since first time i stepped in that school.
I can't describe a thing.
Part of me feels like im still in my old school.
Part of me knows the reality.
And part of me just realized, i'm already 16.
Human.
We like to sleep.
Or to be more detail,
we hard to accept truth.
For this 3 month,
I've seen weird people
that i never saw.
I may not allow myself to be too honest 'bout this.
What can i say is; some type of people
that i never wanna know they ever existed.
It's good tho
To experience new thing, so that
I won't be into comfort zone.
Things that i've learned
for this 3 months is, to
be bold
be brave
be dare, and to
be strong..
in order to keep breathing.
Wallahua'lam.
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deleted
Some of my posts are deleted.
And unfortunately, my latest entry is deleted as well.
.......
and for sure i wont re type/ re post because i dont remember what im trying to say before.
so, yeah..
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sir-co-luh bar-roo.
Bismillah.
Sila fahamkan tajuk tu dengan betul sekarang.
K, tak yahlah lame sangat tenung monitor tu.
Sebenonye...
Sebenonye....
Sebenonye.......
aku nak pindah sekolah baru.Labels: short post~
so long 2013!
Bismillah..
This 2013 has taught me so much. A really serious lesson ive ever learned. It looks simple but i feel it hardly.
#Problem can be prevented without overthinked.
#Knowledge is very very very damn important.
#I might face harder problem after this.
#I cant drag my emotion to wherever i go.
#Simple is superb.
#Life is fcking short, like you might die after this. Can you imagine how short is thatt?
#You cant please everyone. You cant love everyone as well.
#Life must play hard.
#Forget people's mistake and forget my good deeds. Remember my mistakes and remember people's good deeds.
#Achieve what we want because we need it. Not to please people's satisfaction.
#Mind my own heart cuz other people must mind their heart as well.
#Judgemental sucks!
Labels: short post~, Terobek Version
One Day-Matisyahu
Bismillah..
Entri lepas, aku ada cerita pasal jambori kan? Ahaha yerr aku guna ayat formal. Itu sebenarnya task untuk peserta-peserta. Okay skip pasal tu. Jom straight to the point.
Dalam jambori tu, kitorang selaaaaaluuuu nyanyi. Ada banyak masa lebih kod? Ada satu slot, abang salleh aka pak din tunjuk satu video yang agak osem. Videonya simple, tak kompleks, mesejnya pun mudah, senang faham. Tapi jarang-jarang sangat kita buat. Ekceli video yang ditunjukkan bukan music video pun. Somehow lirik dia sangat positif. Tak payah cite banyak ah.. tadah telinga;
Liriknya, akan datang. Kalau boleh cari sendiri, silakan :P
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Jambori Remaja Islam Johor 5.0
Bismillah..
5 hingga 8 Disember lepas, saya bertolak ke larkin sentral sendiri untuk ke Jambori Remaja Islam Johor 5.0 anjuran KPIJ. Sepanjang perjalanan saya teruja dan membayangkan aktiviti-aktiviti yang akan dijalankan. Saya juga tak sabar, mana tahu boleh berjumpa dengan akak-akak dari jambori yang lepas. Kalau bertuah, dapatlah kawan baru di jambori nanti.
Ternyata memang banyak betul aktiviti yang terlalu menarik! Antara semua aktiviti, yang menjadi kegemaran saya dan semestinya akan diingat sampai ke hujung nafas ialah trustfall. Aktiviti yang sangat mencabar mental dan fizikal. Percayalah, masa itu terpaksalah saya pentingkan diri sendiri dan melupakan zat-zat berlebihan di badan. Maaflah sahabat-sahabat atas bebanan yang perlu anda pikul. Tak lupa juga aktiviti berjalan atas bara api yang memerlukan pemikiran yang positif. Walaupun melecur, masih tak dapat melawan keseronokan daripada pengalaman yang jarang-jarang benar dapat dialami.Hari terakhirlah yang sangat indah dan bermakna. Walaupun tak punya aktiviti-aktiviti yang mencabar, namun pada hari itu, saya sangat merasakan getaran ukhwah yang sangat kuat antara kami. Waktu bersalam-salaman, rasa sebak memang benar-benar menghentak dada saya. Namun, kami semua yakin ukhwah kami tak berakhir di sini. In syaa allah kami akan sentiasa berhubung di laman sosial facebook. Malah ada juga aktiviti untuk cawangan masing-masing. Jika Dia mengizinkan, bolehlah kami berjumpa lagi.
Saya tak pasti apa objektif mereka, tapi yang penting, banyak manfaat daripada jambori ini. Saya seperti dicas semula dan sudah tentu bertenaga serta bersemangat untuk mengerjakan ibadah-ibadah wajib mahupun sunat in syaa Allah. Saya harap, saya diizinkan untuk istiqamah dalam amal kebaikan dan dijauhi sifat mazmumah. Amin.
Wallua'lam.
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